My Twin Flame
It’s been weeks since I set us both free.
Weeks since I whispered to the universe, I release him. I release us. Since I tried to sever the invisible thread that binds us—one that no force on Earth can truly break.
But the pain lingers. It’s too much, too consuming, too unbearable. And though I told myself that setting you free would make it easier, it hasn’t. The only difference now is that there is no hope to cling to, no silent dream weaving itself into my thoughts like a slow-growing vine.
There are no what-ifs to feed my soul at night. No imagined future to hold onto.
At least now, I don’t have to fight against a dream that was never promised to me.
It was never about union. I’ve always known that. And yet, how do you stop the heart from hoping? How do you teach it that twin flames are often meant to remain apart—forever walking parallel paths, always close, never touching?
How do you convince yourself that physical union is just a formality, that we are already one? That we always have been?
Twin Flame: The War Between the Physical and the Soul
The physical world is lonely. The spiritual world is connected.
But when the two feel miles apart, how do you bridge the gap?
There is no tangible proof of this love, nothing that makes logical sense. And the human mind? It needs proof. The mind craves reason, the body craves balance, and the heart… the heart just craves you.
So, I let go.
And now, there’s nothing but hollow space. A part of me—ripped out, missing, aching. Sometimes, that emptiness is filled with determination to move on. Other times, it’s poisoned with a sadness so deep it corrodes my soul, eating away at me from the inside out.
They say a twin flame connection should never be severed. That doing so is like a flower being denied sunlight—it withers. That the soul, deprived of its divine counterpart, begins to deteriorate, because its nourishment is you.
But what if the only way to survive this life is to let go?
What if this lifetime is about learning to love without possessing, without needing, without aching for something beyond reach?
I thought I understood that. I thought I could accept it.
But it’s not that simple.
A Love Without Reason
My twin flame, I love you. But I don’t know why.
I adore you, but I have no reason for it. You exist within me, not as a memory, not as a dream, but as something far deeper—woven into the very essence of who I am.
You are, you were, and you will always be my forever.
Maybe I’m failing this journey. Maybe I’m not learning my lesson, not growing the way I’m supposed to. Maybe that’s why I feel this endless weight, why I’m trapped in this cycle of longing and loss.
And I am paying for it—heavily.
But even knowing that, I can’t stop loving you.
I can’t stop.
I try. Every day, I try. I tell myself that love should be free, that this pain is a choice, that I must learn to live without you.
But I’m failing miserably.
I am living. I am breathing. I am walking, talking, doing what is expected of me.
But I am not alive.
Twin Flame, Please Forgive Me
Maybe this is my lesson. To learn to exist without you. To learn to let go without losing myself.
But I don’t know how.
I don’t know how to stop the ache, how to silence the longing, how to carry this love without it destroying me.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry our soul journey is on hold because of me. I’m sorry I can’t learn fast enough, that I’m still stuck in this space between love and release, between faith and despair.
Please forgive me.
But most of all…
Please, don’t stop feeling me.
Yours, always. Thank you for reading the article.
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His existence is fearless. His power, unmatched. Yet beneath the wealth and carnage lies a void—a darkness so complete it consumes him. There’s no light, no hope. Just emptiness stretching endlessly, leaving him hollow.
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